It's "Spring Thaw", a large Bear weekend event in Seattle. Unfortunatly most of the bears are obease. Why are there so few normal gay men. No queeny attitudes. No urges to do drag. Fairly fit. Like to do more than cruise and have sex. You'd thing that straight acting gay guys would be more common. Instead, the gay community taken men and added the least attractive parts of being a woman.

Anyways, the Cuff was packed last night. There was even a lineup to get in. D was there. I've had a crush on D for a while but he's not interested in me. He answers questions if I talk to him. But he never puts effort into talking to me.

One guy gave me his number. He's a nice guy, fairly attractive too. I'll call him up for dinner.