I got tested for HIV today-- it came back negative.
The test only takes 20 minutes. That suprized me. Five years ago it took a week. I had mentally prepared myself for getting tested, then waiting a week and then hearing the results. So when the counselor said "This will only take 20 minutes" my heart skipped a beat. It was good that I would know so soon, but I just wasn't prepared to know then. I know RO and I have been good, but I haven't been tested in a long time and I just couldn't remove those small doubts.
Quiet
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S has been away for the past month. Everything has felt so quiet. Low.
Empty.
This Saturday will be five years since mum died. It feels unreal. It seems...
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