I'm in a downer mood again. I've keep mulling over my relationships, all failed. I'm lonely now. Right now, the closest thing I have to friends are Bruce and F. I don't really like F, and Bruce has hinted that he still wants to date me if he and F split. Not something I want.

I want to care for and love someone. But that could take a long time.

I think that every week, I have to do one or two interesting different things. That way I don't get into a rut.