tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10688532024-03-18T10:44:01.538-07:00Brain Dump100 Percent Profoundness FreeHarryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17836144725277608345noreply@blogger.comBlogger2674125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1068853.post-25331287126343462092024-03-17T14:54:00.000-07:002024-03-17T14:54:57.699-07:00What a gorgeous day! I went on a hike with some old friends earlier. Even though we brought jackets just in case, a t-shirt was all that was necessary thanks to the beautiful warm weather.<br /><br /><div>For some time now, my husband and I have been keeping an eye on real estate listings in various areas around the Pacific Northwest. These could potentially be our future retirement home. We love our current house, but it's simply too large for just the two of us. We'd also prefer to live closer to a vibrant gay community and be within walking distance of shops and restaurants. Additionally, Seattle real estate has become quite pricey. By relocating elsewhere, we could pay off our mortgage entirely and still afford a wonderful home.<br /><br />This past Saturday, a very nice property popped up on the market west of Puget Sound that ticked many of the boxes for both of us. My husband was quite excited about it and reached out to a real estate agent right away. As expected, the agent asked the obvious financial questions - are we truly ready to make such a move? <br /><br />The property is about a 90-minute drive from where I currently work. Now, while I only commute to the office once a week these days, I find myself hesitating. Is this the right timing for such a life transition? It's an odd feeling, but I'm just not quite ready to pull that trigger yet. My husband and I have had some good conversations unpacking these thoughts. When will we both feel prepared to take that next step? Only time will tell.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Let me know if you'd like me to modify or expand anything in this combined draft blog post.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></div>Harryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17836144725277608345noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1068853.post-37029024752429326842024-03-12T06:20:00.001-07:002024-03-12T06:20:53.518-07:00One month<p><span style="caret-color: rgb(41, 38, 27); color: rgb(41, 38, 27); font-family: __tiempos_b6f14e, __tiempos_Fallback_b6f14e, ui-serif, Georgia, Cambria, "Times New Roman", Times, serif; letter-spacing: -0.24px; white-space: pre-wrap; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%;">This past week marked the one-month anniversary of mom's death. We called dad that night. It was somber, yet also optimistic that every week gets a little better.</span></p><p class="whitespace-pre-wrap" style="white-space: pre-wrap; box-sizing: border-box; border-width: 0px; border-style: solid; border-color: hsl(var(--border-100)); border-image: none; outline-color: hsl(var(--accent-main-100)); margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; caret-color: rgb(41, 38, 27); color: rgb(41, 38, 27); font-family: __tiempos_b6f14e, __tiempos_Fallback_b6f14e, ui-serif, Georgia, Cambria, "Times New Roman", Times, serif; letter-spacing: -0.24px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%;">I was cleaning up my notes this morning, and I found the list of hymns that we sang at mom's funeral. I'm recording it here for my own personal reference:</p><p class="whitespace-pre-wrap" style="white-space: pre-wrap; box-sizing: border-box; border-width: 0px; border-style: solid; border-color: hsl(var(--border-100)); border-image: none; outline-color: hsl(var(--accent-main-100)); margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; caret-color: rgb(41, 38, 27); color: rgb(41, 38, 27); font-family: __tiempos_b6f14e, __tiempos_Fallback_b6f14e, ui-serif, Georgia, Cambria, "Times New Roman", Times, serif; letter-spacing: -0.24px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%;">Amazing Grace
Great is Thy Faithfulness
The Lord is My Shepherd
Abide with Me</p><p class="whitespace-pre-wrap" style="white-space: pre-wrap; box-sizing: border-box; border-width: 0px; border-style: solid; border-color: hsl(var(--border-100)); border-image: none; outline-color: hsl(var(--accent-main-100)); margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; caret-color: rgb(41, 38, 27); color: rgb(41, 38, 27); font-family: __tiempos_b6f14e, __tiempos_Fallback_b6f14e, ui-serif, Georgia, Cambria, "Times New Roman", Times, serif; letter-spacing: -0.24px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%;"><br></p><p class="whitespace-pre-wrap" style="white-space: pre-wrap; box-sizing: border-box; border-width: 0px; border-style: solid; border-color: hsl(var(--border-100)); border-image: none; outline-color: hsl(var(--accent-main-100)); margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; caret-color: rgb(41, 38, 27); color: rgb(41, 38, 27); font-family: __tiempos_b6f14e, __tiempos_Fallback_b6f14e, ui-serif, Georgia, Cambria, "Times New Roman", Times, serif; letter-spacing: -0.24px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%;">A few days before mom‘s passing, our minister and his wife were over to visit. They sang the Lord is my shepherd together. I don’t consider myself an active Christian, but listening to them sing was one of the most beautiful moments of my life. </p>Harryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17836144725277608345noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1068853.post-58549340140828559612024-03-04T21:19:00.001-08:002024-03-05T10:24:49.180-08:00Oahu<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEidQJ5blyvrh8yyWdcxAvDFTDPOce9UM7hTSwxJlbWCa7NpNUatfbUfJFkGOTRiBO8XuALHNaaBFxTQbKjIgL2qeo-qMRZJGEv6OssTcmEn6gzguz1tlD-noMFSjJ1n7MU1phe7tVOxynJJoXIAA9BEhhlm8D9bGl6dKtTaIfbDjNkBhmW-DAg/s3862/IMG_8817.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2896" data-original-width="3862" height="300" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEidQJ5blyvrh8yyWdcxAvDFTDPOce9UM7hTSwxJlbWCa7NpNUatfbUfJFkGOTRiBO8XuALHNaaBFxTQbKjIgL2qeo-qMRZJGEv6OssTcmEn6gzguz1tlD-noMFSjJ1n7MU1phe7tVOxynJJoXIAA9BEhhlm8D9bGl6dKtTaIfbDjNkBhmW-DAg/w400-h300/IMG_8817.jpg" width="400" /></a></div><p>My husband and I are spending a week in Hawaii. He has business to attend to, while I am working remote. Naturally, my brothers tease me a bit during our conversations. “But I am working here,” I insist.</p>“Why don’t you work from Dads home? It’s only -2 degrees.”<br /><br />They do have a point.Harryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17836144725277608345noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1068853.post-10111943277552384312024-02-29T09:55:00.000-08:002024-03-01T16:16:19.772-08:00<p>My husband has decided to retire from his job. It's been a long, tough decision. I don't think he's going to retire-retire. He's frustrated with his current manager and sees no way out. Retiring offers more benefits than quitting, so he's filed to retire in a few months but plans to use some of that time to look for another job afterward.</p><p>Friday Update... My husband's VP reached out to him and found a better role for him away from his current manager. <br /></p><p> <br /></p>Harryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17836144725277608345noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1068853.post-18163188001413421102024-02-23T08:55:00.000-08:002024-03-01T16:44:43.024-08:00I am experimenting with AI again. I've discovered an AI tool (GPT4ALL) that allows me to run chat bots on my home computer. It feels like chatting with a stoned librarian. It seems to handle grammar and spelling well, but fact checking and math-- warning, warning, danger danger. <br /><br />I think I could use it to generate ideas or to copy edit a document that I later verify with other sources. I would not rely on it for learning or finding facts.<br /><br /><br /><p><img alt="" height="78" 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width="640" /></p>Harryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17836144725277608345noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1068853.post-68503997379073616972024-02-21T10:54:00.000-08:002024-02-21T10:54:21.160-08:00Dad grew up on a farm about five miles down the road from where he currently lives. After he married, he and Mom bought a farm next to his parents' farm, as did a few of his brothers and sisters. Dad has spent his whole life surrounded by family.<br /><br />Now, he's an eighty-year-old man who finds that all of his siblings have either passed away or require assisted living. Without Mom, he's alone and unsure what to do with his time.<br /><br />My brothers and I have started calling him every day. I've invited him over to our place, though I'm not sure he wants to travel.<br /><br />The community is also there to help. I've heard that other widowers in the neighborhood have stopped by for coffee. There's also a community club just down the street, always looking for volunteers for maintenance.<br /><br />Hang in there, Dad.Harryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17836144725277608345noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1068853.post-62040555214768033292024-02-16T13:00:00.000-08:002024-02-17T10:42:56.955-08:00<p>Life is returning to normal. My brother has a job interview next week. So he and my sister-in-law are departing later today. I fly out early Saturday morning. </p><p>Friday evening Dad and I had dinner at his favorite restaurant-- a lovely local Schnitzel Haus. Some of the waitresses who have worked at this restaurant for years learnt of mom's passing and offered their condolences. </p><p>Mom has been popping up in my dreams. Not as a ghost, or warning, or to deliver a message. Just someone present, paying attention, trying to understand what's going on. I look forward to these dreams.</p><p>I look forward to home, to spending time with my husband and dog, sleeping in my bed, going back to my routine, to my exercises and hikes.</p>Harryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17836144725277608345noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1068853.post-77914575022468440592024-02-13T11:42:00.001-08:002024-02-14T06:56:21.147-08:00Third Weekend, Wake and Funeral.<p><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%;">The past few days have been a whirlwind of visits and planning. Saturday, my husband flew in. It was wonderful to have him around. </span></p><p><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%;">Monday afternoon and evening were dedicated to Mom’s wake, which was well attended by relatives, friends, neighbors, and fellow parishioners. Ninety people signed the guest book.</span><br /></p><p><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%;">The funeral took place late Tuesday morning, with many relatives present whom I haven't seen in more than a decade. The pastor delivered a moving sermon, and I had the honor of giving the eulogy.</span><br /></p><p><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%;">Among the attendees were my friends GM, J, and SG. GM's husband passed away last summer, and she mentioned that last night marked the first time she hadn't slept in her home since his passing, making this trip doubly emotional for her.</span><br /></p><p><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%;">Emotions have been catching me off guard as well. One moment I'm fine, and the next, a memory of Mom overwhelms me, and I get choked up.</span><br /></p>Harryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17836144725277608345noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1068853.post-52311327405337832132024-02-09T17:47:00.000-08:002024-02-09T17:53:02.484-08:00The Planning Begins <p><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%;">The night of Mom's passing, while we were out for dinner, my brother asked how I was feeling. I responded that I was exhausted but felt lighter and relieved. He said he understood. Taking care of Mom was a huge burden on us all. </span></p><p><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%;">For the first time in weeks, we all slept through the night and slept in the next morning.</span><br></p><p><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%;">While we have been preparing for the wake and funeral, we have been collecting photos and sifting through Mom’s possessions.</span><br></p><p><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%;">Over the past two years, as Mom’s dementia progressed, she would frequently lose her purse. After searching, we’d find it in strange places. It became clear that Mom was losing her purse because she hiding it from who knows, then forgetting about it. About a year ago, the purse just vanished, not to be found again…</span><br></p><p><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%;">Until last night. Dad found it in the back of her closet, underneath blankets.</span><br></p>Harryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17836144725277608345noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1068853.post-38636529470188525482024-02-07T09:05:00.001-08:002024-02-16T13:24:11.837-08:00Life moves on.<p>Mom passed away this morning.</p><p>Yesterday Mom was struggling to breathe and much more disconnected than usual. As the evening approached, her breathing became very agitated and labored. The nurse gave her sedatives to help her to relax. My brother and sister-in-law stayed up with Mom through the night.</p><p>This morning my sister-in-law and I were discussing mom’s care and how it needed to change. Then the room got very quiet. Mom had stopped breathing. My SIL checked on her and asked me to gather the rest of the family. We gathered around and said our goodbyes. </p><p>The rest of the morning has been a blur phone calls and discussions. </p><p>This has been the most heartbreaking and loving thing I have ever been through. </p>Harryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17836144725277608345noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1068853.post-22453401948782377242024-02-05T14:59:00.000-08:002024-02-06T13:50:35.884-08:00Second Weekend<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEii3_KIqcYeuiy6agamWadJj3LjbKSl3p0y1xMWaysXuJJ4kV12OF0wZmhSuOtTIqckQjPET_Dl4lcbq2o3WhSfadoO0u-Tg0Mlk02K2bXTKeXD8szyZwDh42KkDIPYaV6A1vfqLlMmyVB_-cNf_2gbsmZtw44mWArwdJ6AhJPCseQrB6Gl74k/s7358/IMG_8371.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3790" data-original-width="7358" height="165" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEii3_KIqcYeuiy6agamWadJj3LjbKSl3p0y1xMWaysXuJJ4kV12OF0wZmhSuOtTIqckQjPET_Dl4lcbq2o3WhSfadoO0u-Tg0Mlk02K2bXTKeXD8szyZwDh42KkDIPYaV6A1vfqLlMmyVB_-cNf_2gbsmZtw44mWArwdJ6AhJPCseQrB6Gl74k/s320/IMG_8371.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><p>The days go by quickly. Relatives, nurses, service workers regularly pop in and out of our house. </p><p>Saturday, I managed to getaway for a short hike. I enjoy the peace and quiet. </p><p>Mom's conditions continue to evolve. Every day brings new challenges of varying degrees. It's stressful on our family and the cracks are showing. </p><p>As I joked to a friend "I need to teach collaboration and teamwork to people who learnt from the oil patch and the barn yard." Of course, some of that is on me. I have to accept my family for who they are, not presume that it's my place to coach to them to be more effective, whatever that means.</p>Harryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17836144725277608345noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1068853.post-78931015207641540482024-02-02T12:16:00.000-08:002024-02-02T12:31:12.185-08:00Ups and downs. Victories and losses.Mom's strength has improved over the past week. Her lung capacity has greatly declined. She is now strong enough to standup from her chair without assistance. This activity exhausts her and she collapses.<div><br /><div>Two days ago my brother said it may be OK for me to fly back to Seattle as our mother had adequate family and medical support for the current situation. Last night he said he changed his mind, the decline in her lung capacity has all of us concerned. </div><div><br /></div></div>Harryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17836144725277608345noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1068853.post-55789971160854978842024-01-29T16:34:00.000-08:002024-01-29T19:17:37.364-08:00The weather is wonderful today, sunny and crisp. It reminded me that winter can be lovely.<br /><br />We continue to refine our system, our roles and plans. The medical system provides much support for end-of-life care at home, but you have to know what to ask for. Part of that is getting the family to understand and agree on the options.<br /><br />Yesterday, Mom spent much of the day sleeping. In the evening, Dad and I helped her into bed before we watched a bit more TV. Later, as I was heading to bed, I heard Mom calling out. She was attempting to get out of bed but had become entangled in the blankets. I carefully untangled her and provided comfort, although she expressed a reluctance to lie back down. Instead, she wanted to be with Dad. I gently sat her up, placing my arm around her for support.<br /><br />In her slow and labored voice, she began to speak. It became evident that she was aware of her fading memory. She explained how she had no grasp of her location or how she had arrived there. She knew that was wrong. That scared her. The only certainties she held onto was that I was her son, and that that Dad was somewhere out there. Patiently, I reassured her, explaining that she was in her home, in her bedroom, and that Dad would join her shortly. This seemed to offer solace, and her breathing gradually relaxed. I continued on, telling her that family would always be near to her, even if she couldn't see us. I asked her more about how she felt. She struggled to articulate her thoughts and spoke a few sentences that ultimately trailed off.<div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Harryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17836144725277608345noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1068853.post-28148824603827244372024-01-26T18:35:00.001-08:002024-01-26T18:35:04.602-08:00First Weekend<p><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%;">We've settled into our routines, caring for Mom, who is now more disabled than she was at Christmas. Despite this, she seems more at peace and accepting of our assistance.</span></p><p>Moving Mom safely now requires two people. My middle brother and his wife have been invaluable in providing much-needed help. My sister-in-law, a healthcare worker, is well-versed in her job and has been teaching us how to lift and transport the disabled, as well as helping me manage Mom's medical care.</p><p>While here, I'm navigating life and missing my husband, but I won't rush back. I'm preparing some old snowshoes and cross-country skis for use this winter… a way to appreciate the valley for what it is.</p>Harryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17836144725277608345noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1068853.post-88400561808908466112024-01-25T12:04:00.000-08:002024-01-25T12:04:55.417-08:00<p>For all the stress there is on my family, things are going about as well as can be expected. We have switched mom from curative to palliative medicine. That quickly changed mom's medical care. Out went a prohibition against drinking alcohol. Now the doctor recommends we break out the good stuff. Soon our home will have a hospital bed, a commode and other supplies for supporting someone is getting weaker every day.</p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p>Harryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17836144725277608345noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1068853.post-73917381513484674862024-01-22T20:43:00.000-08:002024-01-22T21:07:13.337-08:00And I am back in the Ottawa Valley.<div><br />On Sunday afternoon, Dad called me. He was on the verge of tears. He explained that Mom was getting weaker every day—barely eating and struggling to stand up. Someone needed to be by her side even when using the toilet.<br /><br /></div><div>I flew up later on Sunday afternoon. Fortunately for me, Ottawa isn't a popular destination in January, making last-minute seats easy to get and not too expensive.<br /><br />My husband (Thank you, sweetie!) is taking care of home and the dog while I am away.<br /><br />My brothers and I have planning to do. My sister-in-law, who works in elder care, has reminded us that Mom could live for weeks or months. There is no way to know for sure.<br /><br />I've been sorting through palliative care options with my father. Mom is not suffering, but she is very floppy, having difficulty moving or sitting up in her chair. My sister-in-law is teaching us how to move Mom safely without hurting our backs or manhandling her. For now, Mom will stay at home.<br /><br />I want to understand how quickly we could get Mom into a proper hospice if she starts experiencing pain. To answer that, my job for now is to project manage the different care providers. Dad doesn't know how big hospital systems operate, what questions to ask, or how to be assertive in seeking information. He tends to be too polite and passive, trusting that all care providers will get back to him when needed.<br /><br />And how is Mom? She is quiet, tranquil, and claims not to be in pain. My sister-in-law agrees. There are no signs of wincing or flinching. Mom sleeps a lot, listens when you talk to her, and smiles and laughs a little. Maybe she'll ask you to repeat yourself when she doesn't understand, and then she lays back and naps a bit more.</div>Harryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17836144725277608345noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1068853.post-64338840510826566172024-01-16T10:18:00.000-08:002024-01-16T13:10:03.388-08:00<p>The doctor and dad have talked. Mom has stage four cancer. The doctor recommends palliative care instead of treatment. </p><p>My brothers and I have discussed. While we don't know how long mom will live, we want to spend time with her while she can still appreciate our visit. I'm planning to fly up for a month. That's a large commitment. I need to coordinate that with my husband. We will need to figure out dog care as my husband frequently travels for work and I take care of our dog when he is out. My work should be OK with this. I'll be able to work from my parents place, though with east coast hours.</p><p>My brothers and I will stay at our parents place for this trip. One struggle with that is the spare bedroom mattresses are old and uncomfortable. They are literally the beds and mattresses we had as kids. Dad is not one to spend cash on creature comforts. My brother joked.... "If those mattresses were good enough for you when you were a kid, then they should be good enough for you as an adult." </p><p>We are sending some mattresses to our parents. As remote as my parents are, Amazon ships there. </p><p>My youngest brother will drive up to my parents tonight. The neighbors and family have been updated to give dad some space. When dad is ready, the visits will begin.</p>Harryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17836144725277608345noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1068853.post-81800754650120909522024-01-12T12:59:00.000-08:002024-01-12T16:35:22.515-08:00My home office window overlooks our backyard, where a hummingbird feeder has been attracting these birds for years. This morning, I noticed that the feeder had frozen due to first big dip in temperatures. This is not uncommon in the Pacific Northwest winter. Hummingbirds are equipped to handle it.<div><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhFb5r8bFZYvFRYN8ezVzBW_8c0cA2bxOQQ68XCNTm8byKHjSSOP-XZI3OArO0x6fUTioCFJa2xH-oqVXezffkuDv4wG0Kjh43XNxdi0CMu3lm9Rc_3nNlnlUGxqJBU2Yu7RLWo3vIt7LitSvlge94iduqElovD07KPacSwxlRXC2nIT_cMiW4/s1226/IMG_1754.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1226" data-original-width="1226" height="200" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhFb5r8bFZYvFRYN8ezVzBW_8c0cA2bxOQQ68XCNTm8byKHjSSOP-XZI3OArO0x6fUTioCFJa2xH-oqVXezffkuDv4wG0Kjh43XNxdi0CMu3lm9Rc_3nNlnlUGxqJBU2Yu7RLWo3vIt7LitSvlge94iduqElovD07KPacSwxlRXC2nIT_cMiW4/w200-h200/IMG_1754.JPG" width="200" /></a></div><br /><div><br /><br />Midway through the morning, I received an email that the results of my mother’s latest chest scan were available. My mother is on the decline, sleeping more, coughing more, and eating less. My father asked me to call when the results came in, hoping they would point to the cause.<br /><br />And they did. My mother’s lung cancer has returned. My husband and I read the file together, and he helped interpret the dense language spoken by doctors.<br /><br />I don't think I could process the emotions of the situation so when I looked up and saw a hummingbird buzzing around the frozen feeder, I decided that I immediately needed to help the hummingbirds by providing them with a thawed feeder. I made some new hummingbird food and swapped out the frozen feeder for the fresh one with the new liquid food. Two hummingbirds rapidly flew to it, but instead of sipping from the feeder, they attacked each other and then flew away. This happened a few times. They are so greedy and territorial.<br /><br />After a while, a lone hummingbird came back to the feeder and took a long drink rather than its usual quick sip. He flew away, and then the other flew in. Things could be so much better for them if they knew how to share.<br /><br />I video called my parents and shared the news. My father’s voice wavered a little. I think he was also a little relieved. The cancer explains my mother’s symptoms.<br /><br />Mom was frustrated with the conversation. Her dementia doesn’t allow her to remember events more than five minutes ago, so we had to catch her up and be as simple and blunt as possible about the situation: she has lung cancer, but it has not spread beyond the lungs and is treatable. In a few days, dad and she will discuss treatment with the doctors.<br /><br />After the call with my parents, I informed my brothers and a close cousin. We will talk later and decide what we must do and how we can help.<div><br /><div><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjQxKuUvhHt11vpANhK95UZxKwO3JbjyyfAZVhnwRW22Pz4aFpvzNQ1u7RC90YMsjMT_1SrULXQqH8p_sFPbPPkUEDVdPiB_Kei7d91KsfXLdhaTjNnvKOD0mo0DU64pLtoSQTrh3cPZi4QkmEGf0AHq63h3S2X0vvj5_7IfrA33KluU4Xwcag/s1797/IMG_1745.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1198" data-original-width="1797" height="213" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjQxKuUvhHt11vpANhK95UZxKwO3JbjyyfAZVhnwRW22Pz4aFpvzNQ1u7RC90YMsjMT_1SrULXQqH8p_sFPbPPkUEDVdPiB_Kei7d91KsfXLdhaTjNnvKOD0mo0DU64pLtoSQTrh3cPZi4QkmEGf0AHq63h3S2X0vvj5_7IfrA33KluU4Xwcag/s320/IMG_1745.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjWl1T1_r3ksknW2z5Qp7bTFFXPtP5QG33GoAB8FJRJnK43UHBZ-_-YLDP7xf34KdvdoN-VomDKN_vQqMN5Pxk9ysRXU-7JH5jhKW8Ov2tWPdlOqcNJJzIyjsiEE8j6Zo0NVzjYSHNSXwh-WHQyRTwr-aJmuws89TR3eVQ2JcXNS4JV1UXdV_k/s1967/IMG_1750.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1311" data-original-width="1967" height="213" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjWl1T1_r3ksknW2z5Qp7bTFFXPtP5QG33GoAB8FJRJnK43UHBZ-_-YLDP7xf34KdvdoN-VomDKN_vQqMN5Pxk9ysRXU-7JH5jhKW8Ov2tWPdlOqcNJJzIyjsiEE8j6Zo0NVzjYSHNSXwh-WHQyRTwr-aJmuws89TR3eVQ2JcXNS4JV1UXdV_k/s320/IMG_1750.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><br /><div><br /></div></div></div>Harryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17836144725277608345noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1068853.post-49201399406286211032024-01-11T10:14:00.000-08:002024-01-11T10:26:23.633-08:00<div class="content" tabindex="0"><div class="ac-container ac-adaptiveCard" streaming=""><div class="ac-textBlock"><p>Work is a peculiar blend of pressure and relief. The relief comes from the absence of upper management and some colleagues who are either sick or on vacation. The pressure, however, is due to the looming deadlines for significant commitments next week. Those present are striving to complete as much as possible to prevent a crisis. In the meantime, I’m making decisions that ideally require our VP’s input, hoping there won’t be too much to rectify upon his return.</p><p>The chill of winter is finally upon us. The season’s first snowflakes are gently falling outside my window. This morning, a hummingbird was spotted at our feeder, preparing for the cold snap.</p><p>On a personal note, I’m working to minimize distractions and reduce my reliance on my cellphone. I haven’t completely abandoned social media, but I’ve stopped checking my cell first thing in the morning and only use it when necessary during the day. This change has freed up more time for me to engage in activities of my choice, such as writing, reflecting, thinking, and exercising.</p><p>These minor distractions are everywhere. Even opening a web browser for work presents enticing notifications that attempt to divert my attention from my tasks.</p></div></div><cib-overlay></cib-overlay></div>Harryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17836144725277608345noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1068853.post-84367256431792087502024-01-06T18:53:00.001-08:002024-01-06T18:53:28.064-08:00Back to work<p><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%;">This week at work remained calm with many colleagues still on vacation, I focused on preparations for an upcoming meeting. This was a little challenging with the absence of key collaborators.</span></p><p><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%;">Saturday we caught up on errands, such as packing away Christmas decorations and organizing the garage, lunch with the mother-in-law plus a garbage run and grocery shopping for the week. A productive day.</span><br></p><p><br></p>Harryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17836144725277608345noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1068853.post-1349131689429626312024-01-02T09:40:00.001-08:002024-01-02T10:32:20.227-08:00New YearVacation is over. Flying back to Seattle now. We have consumed far too many sweets. My belly has grown. Maybe we shouldn’t call something delicious if it makes you feel like a bloated cow.<br /><br /> It was wonderful to catch up with friends. I’ve known many of them for years, decades really. Together we’ve gone through many of life's challenges. <br /><br />We spent as much time with GM as we could. Her husband passed away last July. She has recovered well, though this is her first Christmas as a widow. Her husband didn’t have a will. This has slowed down probate. Financially, she’s OK, but the extra delays are frustrating. <br /><br />My husband and I also don’t have a will either. There is a draft that we’ve been kicking around for over a year. We need to get that done.<br /><br />A few of us are also starting to experience parents who have aged to the point where they struggle to take care of themselves. No easy solutions here. We can only patiently support each other through the heartbreak of watching your parents in the last decade of their lifes.<br /><br />My husband and I are also having good discussions around where we want to retire. It won’t be Toronto. Perhaps we’ll stay there now and then when the weather is pleasant. Winter is too cold and gray.<br /><br />We are within three or four years of having enough savings that retirement won’t be a financial shock. We still have to answer the question “What will we do with our time? What shall we do with our lives?” A life with little more than travel and socializing would drive me nuts. So, here I am in my fifties reasking that age-old question “What is the meaning of life?” Perhaps I am better able to tackle that question now than I was in my youth. Nonetheless, the question still standsHarryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17836144725277608345noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1068853.post-46282494034818731162023-12-25T18:24:00.001-08:002023-12-25T18:32:59.994-08:00Merry Christmas <p>For whatever reason, I can’t write blogger comments on my cell phone, so Tommy, Bohemian, Bathwater, Bella and everyone else..Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays, Happy New Year’s.</p><p>We have eaten an obscene amount of chocolate and sweets over the past two days and have been spending much time catching up with relatives.</p><p>The husband is a trouper, socializing with so many of my relatives. Thank you sweetie!</p><p><img src="https://drive.google.com/uc?id=1DuLxMj072vh5VmopbYQ2_tZPRDfUH5xy&export=download" width="300" height="300"><img src="https://drive.google.com/uc?id=1AF52Q3ixLlB-CfbB8qz0fcjm4x18BoZv&export=download" width="0" height="0" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; width: 332.501955px; height: 332.501955px;" data-x="0" data-y="0"><br></p><p><br></p><p>The weather has been pleasant— just under freezing. The snow sticks, but it’s not too cold. We’ve taken a few lovely walks.</p><p>My brother, dad and I have also had a few good conversations about mom’s care. While it breaks dad’s heart, mom will go to assisted living when the next opportunity comes up. As dad said, this is the end of an era. This is also a healthy decision for both my parents. I respect dad for all the care he has provided. </p>Harryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17836144725277608345noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1068853.post-64456653561439097882023-12-22T06:26:00.001-08:002023-12-22T06:26:02.687-08:00In the Valley<p><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%;">Now in the Ottawa Valley, visiting my parents for a few days. The trip up was frustrating – our Seattle flight got canceled last minute due to weather. Wednesday evening we rebooked to fly out of Vancouver early Thursday morning, then woke up at 2:30 am to drive there.</span></p><p>The rest of the trip was uneventful. We spent a few hours in the evening with my parents and planned some outings with my cousins.</p><p>Dad and I found a moment to discuss Mom and the care she needs. He admitted there are days he's ready to move her to assisted living; she's on the waiting list for three such homes. I strongly support this. Mom isn't safe alone; she's unstable, making it too easy for her to fall.</p>Harryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17836144725277608345noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1068853.post-30184969036377054942023-12-17T16:43:00.001-08:002023-12-18T09:25:25.160-08:00Holiday season…<p><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%;">We hosted a holiday gathering today, with approximately 30 to 40 guests, including people we only see once or twice a year at similar events.</span></p><p><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%;">During this holiday season, we have gone to a party or dinner every night since Wednesday. With my boss visiting for a few days in the upcoming week, I expect there will be a few ore. Then, on Thursday, we are scheduled to fly out to visit my parents near Ottawa. Busy, busy, busy.</span><br></p><p><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%;">At work I’ve been in more of a contemplative mood. My boss is around this week. He has a way of thinking and speaking that is positive, forward looking, outcome oriented and empowering. He doesn’t put up with complaints or shortsightedness, especially from well paid employees. It has me think, what do I want from my career and my organization. I have enough influence that I don’t get to complain about the powers that be. But what do I want…</span></p>Harryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17836144725277608345noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1068853.post-23410287763851616682023-12-07T10:53:00.000-08:002023-12-07T10:53:10.672-08:00The rain in Seattle has been relentless, but thankfully we're not in a flood zone.<div><br /></div><div>I have a coworker who bought a house a few years ago. At that time, he was surprised that the previous owner left a portable pump, sand bags, hoses and pipes in the garage. Now he understands what they are for. When the rain is heavy enough, a stream flows down the street and into his driveway. The sandbags, pump and pipes divert the water and protect his house.<br /><br />Work has been especially intense lately, with some substantial last-minute deliverables that require the team to push through. Everyone is working admirably-- hard and smart. I'm proud of them.<br /><br />I received two pieces of tough feedback at work that I've been reflecting on.<br /><br />The first concerns an employee who has been slacking off. He's no longer keeping my boss informed and by year's end will have taken 7 weeks of vacation, not all of which is recorded in our system. I'm disappointed that I didn't catch this sooner.<br /><br />The second feedback stems from a presentation I gave to our CEO several weeks ago. A colleague who now regularly briefs our CEO rewatched our presentation and shared his observations. He noting I had a tendency towards lengthy responses, which sometimes muddied the message rather than clarifying it. In retrospect, I understand my motivation. I wanted to adhere to our message and showcase our team's in-depth knowledge. However, a simple "yes" or "no" is sometimes the right answer.<br /><br /></div>Harryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17836144725277608345noreply@blogger.com2